John's Journal

Hello Journal its been a while.....a long while. Im having alot of problems. On the plus side i did meet a very nice girl. Her name is Christina. Its been five months now, but i feel that now her mother doesent like me at all now. I love her with all my heart but i just cant put up with her family for much longer. and then there is the issue of my family. I can't imagine what my mother is going through. Im 16 and ive already practilly moved out i havent stayed home in five months at all. It must be hell for her. Then recently i found out that all my animals have been taken from my mothers house that she is not currently living in. 2 of the four ive had since i was six or seven. And then my puppy Maliki. The sweetist German Sheperd u ever saw. Then with my grandpa turning seventy this year thats been hard for me. Then my best friend Justin moved a few months ago. Ive been hanging out with this guy Drew hes cool and he feeds me all the time lol. But of course hes moving in like two weeks too. I really dont kno what to do in life anymore. I cought Chrissy cheating on me a few weeks ago too. what i really wish was that my Grandmother was here. shed help out. but i have come to realize that in this life u will always be shit on by people. it happens every day of the year and it will always happen. i wont let it anymore. this is some bullshit. ill be on soon.




Peace
John

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Hey i kno im never on anymore but i just need to talk. At this point on this day i have so many emotions running through me, i dont kno what to do or think. I stayed the night with my girl Marie last night. We've been going out for a good year give or take a few days. She's been acting wiered for a few weeks now; when i call she puts me on the phone with her friend Ronni, and even though shes nice to talk to i called for my girlfriend. Or she will have an excuse to get off the phone with me. And if I want to come over she's always too busy. Well last night she wanted me to come over and since my car broke down, i would be forced to walk. She begged for me to walk so i did. Try walking three hours, in the middle of the night, 40 miles. Well i got there at about three. after a few minuets of chatting we went to sleep. Then today turned to hell. When we first got up everything was fine. Then she just turned into a bitch. she didnt want me around her or anything then she lied and said her dad was on the way home and i had to go. noone had called the phone all day and her dad got off work at 5 and its only 1 at this time. then i was picking up my things to leave and i find a note on my jacket. she saw me pick it up and smacked the piss out of me!!!well that got me pissed. she turned her head and i picked it up as i walked out the door. here is a portion of it:

my parents are going some where so i can sneek down there. hey call me when u get home.have u talked to dusten yet? i told him u loved him, but still no answer.he said hive him 2 weeks.
u love dustin stile
aaron
ps ill try to get u hooked up

dated from a few days ago (on my birthday)

im pissed,m confused, sad, angry, drunk and buzzed.

if i find out who this is i swear ill kill em. i love this girl way to much for this shit......well i need a smoke and amother pint later

Hello ppl long time no talk. well new things with me....ummm new week new dirtbike got a 250cc now ummm bought a 1989 IROC-Z 28 Camaro haha yay, ummm got a job then quit it......ummmmmm learned contact dont like my eyes.....sry bout the stupid stuff ive had a few drinks lol....... ummmmmmm......uuuuuuu....
......well thats all i have for now hit me up ppls and get on lol.....





peace
john

Hey, good news im moving to Huntington. Just hanging out tonight. Just ordered a Confederate Flag that says "REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE". I think it suits me fine lol. I got another old bike. 72' Yamaha DT1 250.








love and peace
john

Ha HA ha thats sooo funny
it might happen lol

Hey i kno i havent been on a whole lot latley but tonight i feel like writing. Im all hyped up on coffe and other things and ive had a few but its all good.
An update for my life:

1 Finally alloud to smokeWOOT!!
2 was moving to NC
3 Moving to either poca or milton
4 best friends g/f wont stop hitting on me(not a bad thing either)
5 still need a girl who can treat me like a person and not an ass
6 need to quit smoking
7 definetly need to quit drinking
8 had my heart ripped from my chest 3 times this month
9 need to stop thinking bout Kayla Sue so much


i cant help it but i still love her
i cant just throw that away. she doesent even kno i exist anymore.
kayla if u read this please dont worry bout it.
thats all i think about any more. i mean any other girl and id have moved on but damn. ill write more later now i need a beer


peace and love
john

Hey people due to alot of recent contraversy i havent been able to right but friends u should get in touch with me im moving soon



with love
john

Hey guys i traded my Susiki DS 116 for a 1978 Honda XL175, which is alot more power than the other bike. I traded even and got an extra engin, which isnt a bad deal. i got the bike running twice and when i did it had foot long flames shooting out the pipe, lmfao. sooo i changed the motor and this one wont run either. This dude my uncle knows said hed help me restore it for free because he owns a restoring shop and all he deals with is old bikes.

Lots of love to the ppl who diserve it,
John

Hey ppl i only have random things to talk about sooo yeah. Over the summer some dude stole my Honda XR 100 and i finally found out who. It was my best friend justin. that really pisses me off sooo yeah l8ter.
Peace.

hey ppls sry i havent been on in a while. had to work on that damn bike all week. ive had to replace alot of shit. peace

hey guys im kinda depressed today and i dont kno y. i been out the past 3 days on my dirtbike and today i had to ride home from 3 towns over. im tired. well im gonna scoot, peace.

hey ppl i kno i need an update sooo ya im at chris's workin on my new dirtbike. justin fucked it all up yeaterday. well im getting back to work.